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♥ Sunday, July 22, 2007

My ignorant can't stop the thinking you have for me

I still hold some feel for you

But I don't wish to continue

Your words hold me back the other time

This time I have completely given up

Even if I'm not happy

My life still need to continue

I may not be happy

I'm contented with whatever is given

Chance don't come by easily

Holding to every chance and hope I have

Likewise giving up things that will make me mentally tired

The strong faced of me can take no more

I just wish to reveal myself

Even it post a danger to me

But at least I'm not mentally tired

Sleeping is the best to put things aside for a while

Problem still lie there

Waiting for me to give it life or death sentence

I'm lost now

What sentence should I give to the problem now

I really don't know

Wish that I walk on streets

Someone to knock me down

Being unconscious

Sleep all I want

Till the problem dissolve on its own into the air

Tink...it has dissolve

Then from that point I would wake

Brand new world for me

*really with no clear answer now.You holding me back again with your words,tats why I don't like to talk to you on phone.My answer to myself still firmly stand,with no regret with what i had make.But you still insist that there is hope between us and tats the obstacle we face. I really don't know the answer. With you I don't think I have reveal much about myself, giving in to you is what I give to you. Have you see the childish me? Have you see the me tat can do things so stupidly? Have you see the happy me? Have you see the many many me? I think you have only see the contented me and talking to the sad me most of the time. Sick me still need to be strong even I feel so weak all over. Covering my sickness and not saying about it, just like normal talking to my friends. No one realised I'm sick cos I remain cheerful. What a good cover I can give myself !?
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