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♥ Monday, April 28, 2008

THANK YOU !!!!


Got a ride to school from Marly. On the way, I didn't chat with her much too. Don't get her distracted while driving. And because of me she need to switch her radio channel to channel 5, previously she was listening to some Malay channel. So sorry about that.

We were early to school so we managed to catch a bite before our lesson started off for the day.
The faci stepped into the class and I continued to eat. Did not care about his presence as he came in early. Eat in front of his face. Haha =D


Got K.Sebastian to help me buy lunch. Lazy to go down. Haven yet to settle the programming task for the day. And he bought me my lunch plus a can of coke which I didn't ask for. Thanks ah...I don't drink coke everyday even though you people always see me drinking coke. All thanks to the vending machine cos all other drinks were sold out except for coke. So 2 weeks of drinking it ? About there la. I think I will be sick of drinking coke soon. I will say eee =_=
Been Here @ 10:58 PM

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Work is piling up unknowingly until I wrote a list down out of random.

-Project
-Photo shoot on Singapore scene
-Drawing for some up coming competition
-Final theory test
-UTs
-Research
-Help daddy dye hair

Haven reach 10 and here comes my enemies: Procrastination, Self –doubt, Obligation, Perfectionism, and Judgementalism. All the above are so time consuming. Need the right mood to get things going smoothly.

Hmm…good to see so many things to do after some time. But sad to say that I will have less time for my friends. It’s okie! Xinhui will give whatever time I have just to have a break for myself and join you friends for any lunch, dinner, tea break etc even fun!

Happy happy to be chatting with Jean after so long. About 3 years? Busy her with attachment and up coming project. Complaining about attachment. Haha…nvm got me here to listen to you rant. Chill out soon with you!

Oh and sorry Dan. Call me when I’m online the other day but never really chat with you much. Lost in my own thoughts so sorry feeling guilty now =X. Nice to have you calling me once in awhile even though you are living in the other part of the world now. Help me to say HELLO to your gf too..Hehe..Both must take care k?

Art lesson was fun on Saturday. Students posing while standing on the chair. The rest gotta draw their actions out. So cute. Got ask by the kids to pose while they draw me. But too bad, I was late for class and gotta rush my painting. Sat with my favourite and naughty boy that day. But I moved to sit behind him after that. Worrying he might anyhow move about and spill the cup of water on my painting.I will have a hard time saving my painting.

It’s a pity that I never took some of their nice drawing. Will take some photos once I got hold of the camera.

Gotta continue with my research
I’m here to rant
Haha =]
Been Here @ 2:23 PM

♥ Saturday, April 12, 2008

My CLASS!!!!

School...still alright
With all the fun loving people
Even with just 5 gals
Every week of seeing a certain students once

Way too cool with our bargaining skills
Bargain rj too be extent
Asking for early release for talks and break

Breaking the rules for being 'creative'
Going around the school for one of the module
In search for posters for presentation
Taking out poster without permission from wadever notice boards

Saying goodbyes to one another
Went madness
It's getting louder and they started screaming
LOLS
It haven pass the first week
And I'm having such a class
Continue to enjoy for the next 2 weeks
Before things get tougher n spoil the fun
Been Here @ 12:36 AM

♥ Thursday, April 3, 2008

Unsure

Kids kids kids should I go and teach you all ?
Still thinking of this question

All are cute and adorable kids
Yet a devil and a angel in digest
So does every human
When quiet n seriously doing your work, you’re an angel
Devil only comes when they start to provoke others
Vulgarities flying everywhere
Getting louder each time
Aiyo...very noisy leh..haha
But kids are kids
The nosier, the merrier
But adults will have headache later on

Currently having 2 lessons together with the kids
Being where still the oldest student in the class
Sandwich between adults and kids (ranging frm 4 to 13 years old)
Kids see you kind; bully you trying to destroy ur work
Touch touch ur drawing here and there
With hands fill with oil pastel
Eyes of envy
On the other hands,
Adults demand more from me if working
Cos I'm responsible for their kids education
It's a tough one
Never think of becoming a teacher all this while
Kids are hard to deal
Parents are even harder to deal
But kids’ imaginary is superb
They can tell you imaginary story of theirs and make you laugh
That I can't deny

See how it goes bah...=)
Haven comes to a decision
Good n bad to it
Been Here @ 11:06 PM

♥ Wednesday, April 2, 2008

Unknown Wish - Long way to go! =)

Mama pester me this few days to go take up musical courses. She even told me what courses to take eg: guitar, piano,violin, dancing etc...Sound good right? Part of her suggestion to my birthday present. This is not my plan yet. But for the next few years, I don't think I gonna request for any present. Cos this year birthday, I told myself that I wan my parents to clear up all their liabilities as living now is not easy. I also have a birthday wish that I really need to work hard on, no one can help me with it. This wish can say is an ambitious one for a small size me. Trying but still see the impossible in it..hai

This wish is......I want to bring the whole family to Vietnam, Switzerland, Europe or Canada for holiday. The least I can do is able to save up to buy the air tickets. This is also the reason why I'm keeping track on the pricing. Seem like now only able to save up to one ticket if pricing dun increase much......3 more to go...must jia you.

Before that I was selfish...thinking of saving up and go on holiday alone or with a few friends. Never give a thought for my parents...guilty..always make them mad and worry. Parents always know that I wish to be away from home for awhile. But thinking of them make me pause and think again the decision I made for myself without them in the picture. It always make me abandon all my thoughts I've plan beforehand. As I always tell myself : Go must go happily if not don't go. Will worry here n there n won't enjoy the trip.

Unknown challenges is before me, what lies at the end? Unknown but adventurous to find out. Still exploring.....way to go!!!!
Been Here @ 10:43 PM