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♥ Sunday, March 30, 2008

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简单的生日
祝我生日快乐


没有蛋糕，无所谓
没有生日歌，无所谓
没有party night, 无所谓
没有礼物和卡片，也无所谓
我的生日照样过，我的一天也就这样过


朋友们
不要因为以上我写的而伤心
因为我要谢谢你们sms,msn 或面对面的祝我
还因为是我的生日把所有的decision making 都给了我
可是我还是说 Anything
让你们伤痛脑筋了
对不起了 =_=


2008
我和我简单的生日
Been Here @ 11:11 PM

♥ Saturday, March 22, 2008

SMILE (=




Yeah yeah
Manage to kill the 'monster' in Liming
Make her a bit happier
Emptiness feeling die off a little
I know I'm childish here
But I dun care
Can make one feel a bit happier
I'm happy

Cheer her up wif some of my silly drawings
As I'm lost for words to tag her
a flower for her..no where sell it...hahaaa....


Smiley faces (=



Thanks Liming for this
Love ya friend!

Smile everyday worx....
Chase the unhappiness or emptiness away
Just the same as an apple a day
Keeps the doctors away...
HAHAHAA.....
I'm getting lame and random
That's all...
Been Here @ 12:04 AM

♥ Tuesday, March 18, 2008

REAL?

Sometimes when you avoid being real for a period of time, the fakeness just gets to you. It’s starting to bite into me. Being in the real world more, my worldview has dangerously shifted to become one where I try to make a good impression, to say the right words, to be politically correct, to make those-who-matter happy. But that's lying to myself, I am not like that, neither do I want to be.


Is this so call wearing a mask to face the world?
Been Here @ 1:03 AM

♥ Saturday, March 15, 2008

Yeah!!! It's cloudy

It's like FINALLY
Rain rain go away
On friday n today
Yeah yeah!!!
Welcome cloudy day
I'm Loving it =DDD


Friday (14/3)

Went back changkat band wif jas, ming han, eng chian n liming
Play quite a number of pieces
Feeling great
Although I'm sight reading most of the pieces


Felt a bit weird when having combine with the juniors
Cos lack of communication not generation gap..haha
But still they welcome us


Each time went back to band
We really must admit that we are old but young at heart
Haha...why why??
Cos the sec 1s coming in this year is born in 1995
N we were like wow....
Like just left the band not long ago only
But of course
Within the alumni ourselves we will always say we are young
Bleah =P


Looking forward to next Sat alumni band practise
Yahooooo.....
Can get to see the different batch of alumni n playing music together
How nice can that be!
Excited...muhahaha
Also I can get to see Chermaine again
Yeah yeah....
Too long never chat n meet her up
Hope she can make it
Oh my~
I'm getting excited


Went to suntec to rot and slack as usual
Some pictures taken

End of the day
Looking forward to everyday
Wheeeeee......
Been Here @ 2:31 PM

♥ Thursday, March 13, 2008

RAIN RAIN GO AWAY

The weather has been absolutely detestable of late.
I hate the rain, and the ennui and gloom that it brings.
Every aspects of me do not go the way I want
Rains wash away worries and bring vacuity
Rain rain goes away…
Sun sun I want you
Been Here @ 10:20 PM

♥ Saturday, March 8, 2008

Attending Godma’s wake alone
Insisting of going thou parents went the day before
Met her once and left a great impression on me

Flash back caught me while sitting there
Made me think of my grandma’s wake
Way back when I was in kindergarten.
Images flow in vividly
Hospital, doctors, nurses , the long corridor, the fast footsteps, the close doors, whispering among the people, the sad faces, heavy footsteps and lastly the me that was not allowed in.
The day the start of the wake to the end
No tears from me
.
.
.
.


Don’t want to continue
It’s too much for me to take it.
End here...


People choose to capture pictures of happiness
Leaving out the pictures of sadness
This time I’m being madness
Capturing faces of sadness
Comparing side by side with the pictures of happiness

Been Here @ 1:16 AM

♥ Tuesday, March 4, 2008

Sun ( 2/3 )

It’s drizzling. Went to East Coast Park with Jas. Liming and me cycling while Sylbest running. Took shelter twice due to a sudden heavy downpour. On the whole, it was great even though it’s a raining day. Thanks Sylbest !!! Thank you for driving us there and back to bedok mrt station.

Headed to Bedok Interchange hawker center for our dinner. With Jas going bonkers seeing Jonathan Leong in person beside her. Haha. Whole face blushing. So cute.

After that, took bus 35 to meet up with my parents at the expo. But..but…I miss the stop I supposed to alight. Then I ended up at Tanah Merah Ferry Terminal.Oh no!!! Luckily, that’s the last stop for that bus. Not too far from the expo. My parents were laughing and asking why I went there. I told them I was planning on a home run loh so went there and take a look =D. * If home run I also wouldn’t chose to take a ferry cuz lots of weird people n old ah peh. I also duno where will I end up at. Mama telling me if i have the ability then go lo.

Dinner, coffee, home =)


Sat (1/3)

Went to watch ‘The Leap Year’ with jas n liming. Really touching movies, but it did not make me cry though. Why??? Cos I had read the book before I think tat’s why never cry. Heartwarming scenes. This film is one of the best local films.

Meeting every leap year as a promise feels like you are living in an imaginary world of your own. Waiting n waiting for the next leap year to come by quickly. No communication devices to communicate n reach out for the other. The insecurity with the assurance of the promise is what makes one to wait for the one. Being hopeful that will meet up again.

The film makes me come to this:
My world won’t be worthwhile, if you didn’t appear.
Too bad that there isn’t make time for both to test what is forever
The feeling of missing becomes deeper, fluttered heart becomes broken.
At the end of the day, I’m still concern who you belong to
Today, my heart is a little grey
My heart become a season of falling leaves
I’m not sure how am I going to survive through the days n nights
As all the lights are out long before I realize
Will I be happier if you did not appear?
Cruelty of time destroy everything in a night n changes our life
And I’m still missing
Living in memories n waiting
Been Here @ 12:05 AM