Unknown Wish - Long way to go! =)

Mama pester me this few days to go take up musical courses. She even told me what courses to take eg: guitar, piano,violin, dancing etc...Sound good right? Part of her suggestion to my birthday present. This is not my plan yet. But for the next few years, I don't think I gonna request for any present. Cos this year birthday, I told myself that I wan my parents to clear up all their liabilities as living now is not easy. I also have a birthday wish that I really need to work hard on, no one can help me with it. This wish can say is an ambitious one for a small size me. Trying but still see the impossible in it..hai
This wish is......I want to bring the whole family to Vietnam, Switzerland, Europe or Canada for holiday. The least I can do is able to save up to buy the air tickets. This is also the reason why I'm keeping track on the pricing. Seem like now only able to save up to one ticket if pricing dun increase much......3 more to go...must jia you.
Before that I was selfish...thinking of saving up and go on holiday alone or with a few friends. Never give a thought for my parents...guilty..always make them mad and worry. Parents always know that I wish to be away from home for awhile. But thinking of them make me pause and think again the decision I made for myself without them in the picture. It always make me abandon all my thoughts I've plan beforehand. As I always tell myself : Go must go happily if not don't go. Will worry here n there n won't enjoy the trip.
Unknown challenges is before me, what lies at the end? Unknown but adventurous to find out. Still exploring.....way to go!!!!